A Sanskrit word for intuitive knowledge of such certainty it is a state of being.
Every time Imogene Conner opened her door
instead of hello, she asked, Well, what do you know for sure?
and I always came up empty. Some scientist determined dust clouds
in the Milky Way would taste of raspberries and another says
koalas have fingerprints nearly identical to humans, but what if
Imogene wanted to know something soul-deep true,
like Elaine’s conviction when she first met Bill, that she’d marry him.
Like Edgar Mitchell, who looked at earth from space
and knew life in our universe is not random.
Like Amanda’s certainty that she’s lived several previous lives
and in each her mother was someone close but not her mother.
Once, on trip to Egypt, Amanda entered a tomb
and remembered she’d been locked there as a slave.
The tour director had to ease her outside as she sobbed.
Imogene died over two decades ago but I still see her,
leaning against the screen door. I still hear her voice asking.
This is wonderful. Questions that open us to the mystery. Questions that cannot be answered – not here, today, and maybe not there, tomorrow either… But we push aside our certainty to see what lies beyond, and then, once we have a glimpse, our hunger for more will not be satisfied by less all the wonders of the inexplicable universe.
This piece is close to my heart for the shared experience it expresses. I cannot add words to improve it, so I’ll just say that. Thank you.